This week

I havent written this about 1 week?
aww...This week was almonst over coz I dont have a class and a match!!What we are gonna do tom is Gina's surprise party which is supposed to be at 2;30!Im really looking forward to seeing to her. But it might be last time to see her until she gets a baby...
Anyway, I feel so bad tonight..
I kinda betrayed my host mom in some ways... she was disappointed to me and kinda crancked out. Though she doesn't care now, Im still feeling bad. Its not what Im supposed to do, but I was such a stupid at that time. How can I get back my faith..?

I've realized my problem of English through Ryan. It is my lack of vocablary... Ryan becomes my housemate's tutor, Sandy, for 2 months. I was listening the conversation between him and her last night. Then, the vocablaries that she was using were awesome!!lol Even Ryan was surprised and he said "Wow, you can use difficult words more than some of my stupid friends!". I was kinda upset coz I had no idea what she meant. I gotta work on that...

Im about to go to the bed...
Oyasumiiiii